This is what I have been telling myself for the past two years. I am a 33 year old super procrastinator. I recently quit my job and decided to take some time out to work on personal projects to help me understand what my next step should be.
I was modeling a female character for a short film I want to make and got stuck trying to give her nice Asian eyes. In my search for references I thought of my brother's high school classmate who had very distinct eyelids. I googled her and a barrage of images popped up. She is now a tech entrepreneur and gives speeches . I ended up watching her speech. The. I watched her video blog. Then another one. The third one was shot in a parking lot overlooking mountains. She is speaking of creating structure for yourself as a freelancer and entrepreneur. I am in aw of her words, her guts and that slight German accent she managed to keep. At the same time I realize that I have no structure in my own life and the eyelids on my character is still not done.
So, being not quite as courageous as her, I decided to start this blog and NOT link it to my main site. I almost did. But then I remembered that I'm using the website to find a new job.